She liked the sky and often wondered what she’d do without it.
When I learn to download the sky
I’ll burn blue, wash white.
Citing reasons you left my head that night:
I’d been mining your mind for months and sleeping on myths.
You love, you love, you loved, you it’s no secret.
I felt sorry for you that I felt sorry for you.
Squeeze the breath, steal from my bones
call me up on one forgotten telephone
learn when I download the sky
I’ll tell you why:
nothing has changed
we’re still the same
we can agree to reset memory, again.
Fill your lungs up with resentment.
We're too young for fitting moulds and finding contentment.
Downloaded sky. Ever wondered why
we were running, never faster
both our bodies set in plaster
in the sky falling, flying
plaster firm silently denying
it got easier to watch you cry
watch the cracks grow deeper
sleeper, you were supposed to be from high above
and teach me how to live and love.
I saved such a sky.
Those days, these nights and forgettable afternoons
soon make a neck worry sewn.
Not sure if you mind, this mind can’t be my own.
No one can be there to prove you were alone.