25/12/12
A modest deposit
lies on two feet in my
bed.
It’s lighter this year or I’ve gotten stronger instead.
It’s lighter this year or I’ve gotten stronger instead.
Santa’s not so slick
these days, he leaves
the receipt in the bottom of the stocking.
Comforting at least to
know the guy’s a local.
And you know, it’s the thought that
counts.
I run my Christmas day
run on my Christmas day route because I remember it.
Then we go to Church, to
think.
And I think about the
people with nowhere to go today.
And wonder what I did
to deserve presents?
But I don’t say anything because it’s Christmas
and there’s enough going on already.
Mum is too busy for
Christmas this year
preparing for
Christmas this year
this year we have an
unusually busy home.
There is
more string to tie
more cellotape to buy
rubbish to squash
plates to wash.
And my little cousins
aren’t so small after all.
This year they are so
tall, they run tanned fists up our piano and
down
down
down
down.
My head hurts but I
don’t say anything because it’s Christmas.
Dad asks for some
Christmassy music to be played.
Mum gets a Christmas
call which makes the meal delayed.
To me it doesn’t
really feel like Christmas at all.
But. There are awkward
Christmas cuddles,
which way is your head going?
We bring the outdoor chair in from the garden so there are enough
around the table, Dad
makes a toast
and clink we clink our
glasses when
he meets mine says
to strong memory.
My head feels full.
I want to remember all
the people in the room just as they are
for a long time to
come.
Mum wants to know
where the Vege sausages got to in the end?
And my sister checks
112 Merry Christmas Babe! texts, she
only knows 98 of the
senders.
Sorry, who is this?
I wonder that too
there are a few
pieces of merry memory
left
I keep them close
The rest washes away I
fill my head with new
things from this day
Hey, Merry Christmas.
Merry Christmas they
said.
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